Elladan (lordelladan) wrote,

It's just fucking better this way. My brain isn't capable of fixing things and itself anymore. I can carve my name into my skin a thousand times over and sever bone from bone and nothing helps. It's the same as everything a breeze fluttering the eyelids.

Water again. Swallow a thousand stones that help you sink to the bottom faster. I can drown myself in this sack alone. Bind stones to your wrists and ankles instead. Sink sink sink sink sink sink to the bottom where there's little specks of cells swimming all around you.

And then it seems like your heart explodes and your eyes turn into mouths that eat light.

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